Whose Treasure

They counted on easy agreement—the natural gas company bigwigs. They’d planned to bury their pipeline beneath those Missouri River shallows, slide it under badland slumps, save miles. They needed a fistful of permits including our…

What’s Left

As I write, here at 73,  I’m down one breast, a toe, a tooth, my tonsils, my uterus, the hearing and balance nerves in my left ear, the crisp vision that intact macula provide, and…

Ah Sweet Mystery of Life

Swear to god, for all too long, I owed my philosophy of life to Rogers and Hammerstein, Victor Herbert, Mario Lanza, George Gershwin and—the Church of the Brethren. In the beginning, of course, I attended…

Gravity

At no point that I remember, have I willingly launched myself from earth. Offered my body up to an ocean wave, catapulted off a diving board or lifted both feet at once and hopped into…

Winter 2019

“I have sailed across a sea of words to ask if you will come with me.” Tonight, in one earthly dimension, I see a twisted and gluttonous season—frightening, heartbreaking, monstrous. And in another, I live…

Winter 2018

Facing the Light In 1978, when I worked for the National Park Service in Washington DC, the National Portrait Gallery organized an exhibit and a catalog comprised of mid-nineteenth century daguerreotype images of famous Americans. …

Winter 2017

Dawn Light* 2017 began on a deeply cold, snowy December night–right after I’d written 2016’s winter letter titled “Gratitude.” That evening my quirky hiatal hernia twisted a bit more.  And spawned pneumonia; Christmas in the…

Winter 2016

For all that has been, Thanks! For all that shall be, Yes!                         Dag Hammarskjold This gray November day, all thin light and hopelessness, I am grateful. Not by ignoring our fear and weariness, the…

Winter 2015

“We are all connected by fire,” he said, one quiet line in the midst of a wry, wise tutorial. We sat on wet grass above the breathing heart of Mauna Loa—Pele’s house—to learn from Kumu…

Winter 2014

Alight . . . somehow I’m learning to listen To a sound like the sun going down In the magic that morning is bringing There’s a song for the life I have found . ….